To where we stand- Part 1

Im in my early 20's and I've never had a real boyfriend! (I know it sounds horrifying) but my love life didn't use to be so lame. It all started back in kinder garden, the first day of class I came home telling my dad how cute this kid was, ever since I've had a thing for men. BTW I was 3 years old. 

Then came elementary. I was not the shy nerdy type, oh no, I was the loud, outgoing, smart, rebel, but with awesome grades. I didn't like to play with girls much because they would try to control me and it really pissed me off, so I hanged with the boys. Second grade, the BEST year ever!! I met the guy who I'm currently crushing on. He was perfect and we bonded inmediatly he lived nearby and he would come to play but my parents got sick of our playdates and he just stopped coming .

 I survived, crushing on a new guy every single year, until 8th grade, when I crushed again on my second grade crush, whom for the purposes of this blog, we shall call John. Someone dared me to kiss him, and so I did, my first kiss and  with the guy I liked. Amazing. But it didnt took me long enough to realize he didnt liked me as much. So I went on and started dating the class jerk. I have to say I was pretty HOT! I know is not the modest thing to say but I was damn it ! 

The summer only made me hotter, and when it was finally time for HS, I was the hottest freshman, all seniors wanted to date me, and so I went on and tried to date one, but as the free spirit that I am, the whole girlfriend thing wasn't for me, so our attempt at dating lasted for 2 weeks, and the I went back to the arms of the JERK! one of the greatest summers of my life I must say, the Jerk was an amazing teacher. But I was still feeling it for John.